Still in Texas, Thanksgiving is rapidly approaching

I’m still here at Homestead Heritage, I plan on leaving on Monday after the Thanksgiving weekend and heading east towards Florida. I’ve been staying very busy. Mostly I’m doing the same things I’ve written about in my previous two stories so I haven’t added any new stories. I most probably will not post another story until after the fair when I am back east and I have Internet. If anything important happens before then, I will add another post.

The Homestead Fair is rapidly approaching, everybody’s getting really busy setting up booths and doing the final tasks to be ready for the fair. Approximately 18,000 to 20,000 or so people attend this three day event. I’ve been listening to the choirs rehearse. All of the choirs are really extraordinary, however, I love listening to the young children sing. They are so enthusiastic and many of them have waited years to be in this choir, they have watched and listened as their brothers and sisters sing in the choir and now it’s the their turn, I think the youngest age they can join is six years old.  One of the songs the next age group performs sounds like various sounds you hear in a rain storm. Snapping fingers, rubbing hands together, and stamping feet, sounds like the wind, lighting, and thunder. The entire song is the sound effects they make and they start off slowly and quietly, then it increases to sound like strong storm, then it ends quietly.

My health is about the same, and I am managing pretty well. I still take my medicine to control the pain and I try to take naps every afternoon. The weather was pretty cold for several days, it got into the low 20’s at night and in the low 40’s during the day. For the past day or so I think it reached a low of high 30’s to low 40’s at night and in the low 60’s during the day. Today it rained pretty hard most of the day which is good now since many acres of wheat were planted this week and the grain needs the rain to grow. Everyone here is praying for good weather and no rain for the Thanksgiving weekend fair. This week everyone will be setting up the various booths.

Well, that’s about it for now. I knew that several of my friends watch my website for updates, so I thought I would post this short one to let everyone know that I’m doing well and there is nothing new happening. When I leave Waco, Texas, as I travel east when I get an Internet connection, I will update my Travel Map with my approximate location. Happy Thanksgiving. I have so many things to be grateful for… I am truly blessed. Thank you for being a part of my life. Best wishes to you and your family and friends.

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Homestead Heritage, Waco, Texas, my visit continues

I started the story about my time here at Homestead Heritage in Elm Mott, near Waco, Texas, in October and I’m going to be here most probably through Thanksgiving. So, since it’s now November 11th, I decided to write more about this wonderful place and what I’ve been doing for the past few weeks in this new story. You can explore the various links on this site to the gristmill, cheese shop, gift barn, and other types of shops. The Special Events tab at the top has the Homestead Fair information and video you may find interesting to explore. I also have an album with the pictures I’ve taken here.

As an update to the October story, I am still helping to harvest vegetables from Kim Yarden’s garden. It’s supposed to be below freezing tonight and for the next few days so this afternoon we picked all of the vegetables including green tomatoes so they won’t be ruined with the freeze. I know that we would have liked the freezing temperatures to wait a while so the tomatoes could turn red, but that’s not the way it happened. The wispy type plant is an asparagus bush. Other vegetables like cabbage, swiss chard, and carrots love the colder temperature.

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I’m still helping out at the cheese shop two days a week. The cheese is sold at farmers markets throughout the state so on Tuesday and Wednesday we package the cheese so it can be shipped on Thursday. Every time I am there I learn new things about the process to make different cheeses, Marc is really good about answering my questions and explaining the process to me. We also get to sample the cheese as it’s being cut, eating some of the small pieces cut off of the large wheels. Since the last time I was here which was in 2012, the packaging process has become much more efficient and better thanks to the vacuum packing machine which seals the cheese in air tight packages, and the remodeled shop which has a storefront and an area to cut and package the cheese.

Today, one of the cheeses we were packaging was smoked Gouda. The cheese is made, aged, and smoked here on the premises. The smokehouse is a very old building and just walking by it the smell of smoke is very strong. Today, I learned that when packaging smoked cheese we have to be extra careful because the smoke leaves a film on the wheel of cheese and when it’s handled the smoke dust for lack of a better word comes off on hands, the knife, and any surface it touches. So in order not to have fingerprints on the cheese surface we handle this cheese more carefully and make sure the knife, gloves, and work surface don’t have the brown smoke on them.

One of the things I have become very conscious of during my time here, and especially for some reason this visit, is that almost everything is done by hand and in made in small batches. This is the case for all the food types prepared, not only at the Cheese Shop and Gristmill. The same goes for the ice cream, ice cream cones, breads, etc. As for the cheese, depending on the type of cheese, it’s made in batches of 100 gallons to 400 gallons. The cheese making process is done by people, not machines. The same with cutting and packaging the cheese. One of my jobs is to put the labels on the cheese packages and to weigh them and put the sticker on the package.

When we made the Malawach dough last week, we made it in batches using 5 pounds of flour for each batch. I think we mixed and rolled out 10 batches of dough. The same at the Gristmill when making mixes or other type of flour products. It is made in relatively small batches. This ensures the quality is good, and also that it is made and sold fresh. Many days the flour is ground and sold the same day. And each bag for every product is labeled and filled by hand, not a machine.

Friday afternoon I was not feeling that great. My insides and back were really hurting bad. So on Saturday morning I slept late, and during the day I took more medicine than I remember taking in one day to control the pain. I don’t know why it was so bad, but it happens occasionally and I have no control over it. I try to find the balance in taking medicine so it takes away the pain, or at least most of it, while not taking too much so that I sleep all the time. Sometimes, I have to just sleep until I feel better. In the afternoons I try to rest and sleep for about an hour or two. It’s a good night when I can sleep through the night, or at least most of the night. I’m finding that the past month or so my pain has been increasing quite a bit. I think the tumor is growing in size because it’s more sore by touching it. It seems to be pressing more on my organs causing a few different symptoms, but nothing too more life threatening than I’ve been experiencing, as far as I know. It would be nice to have a glass window so I could see what’s happening inside me. Since I didn’t have a good day healthwise, I stayed in bed until almost noon resting and napping.

I’m camped in my friends, the Yarden’s, front yard and they include me as part of their family. I join them for meals and to sit and visit and talk, and I also get to take a shower and do my laundry. I am so grateful to them for including me in their family. I also learn quite a bit in all sort of ways. They have lots of muscovy ducks, I’m guessing now about 100 of them? A few times a year they slaughter the ducks and then freeze or can the meat and broth to enjoy all year long. These ducks do not quack, you don’t even know there are ducks on the property if you don’t see them. For some reason if you have muscovy ducks there are no flys around.

Saturday morning was a duck slaughter day. I was invited to help but I didn’t want to do that. I watched a few years ago when another friend here killed the turkeys and chickens for our Thanksgiving dinner two days before Thanksgiving. That was enough for me. Saturday, after the ducks were cleaned and were being cut up to freeze or can, I helped package the duck meat and after the bones were cooked for broth I took the meat off the bones and we made duck salad with it, sort of like chicken salad. It tastes almost the same. Saturday night we had duck cacciatore for dinner, it was really good. One of my favorite dishes the Yarden family makes is duck enchiladas. You really can’t tell that you are eating duck, it tastes like beef or chicken depending on how it’s cooked and with what seasonings.

On Sunday, we had a workday at the Gristmill, there were about a dozen of us working at various things such as filling granola bags, putting mixes into bags, and someone else was grinding and sifting cumin. Yes, fresh ground cumin… it smelled like someone was cooking enchiladas or some other wonderful smelling dish. My primary job at the Gristmill this year is putting labels on bags. It’s easy for me to do and I can sit while working. Working together is a great way to get to know people and share stories about our lives and what we like to do.

After finishing at the Gristmill about 3:00 p.m., I went over to the kitchen where my friend Ahavah and several other ladies were making sorghum pecan brittle and caramel sauce for candy apples for the fair. Before the pecans are used for anything like the brittle or spiced nuts, we open every bag and sort through the pecans to make sure there are no rotten pecans or parts of the shell. After the brittle was cooled, I helped package it. After it was all packaged, Ahavah told me to take the bits and pieces from the bottom of the pan so I could snack on it later on. It tastes so delicious. It’s made with rice syrup, eco sugar, butter, cream, and pecans which were grown on the Homestead Heritage property.

The ladies also made caramel sauce that would be hands on project for children during the fair Thanksgiving weekend. Ahavah wanted to try to find something different for the children to roll the caramel apples in besides nuts, so they were trying crushed pretzels and white chocolate chips. In any place we work with food, everyone wears aprons and hairnets, and in some cases like the cheese shop we wear rubber gloves too. We make sure that everything is clean as we work.

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These same ladies, along with a few others make various jellies such as prickly pair, jalapeno, and habanero. I don’t normally like spicy foods, but after trying the habanero jelly, I really like it when a small amount is put on a cracker, especially if it has a little bit of cream cheese on it too. I find the habanero jelly is not as hot as the jalapeno jelly, I think it’s because of the red peppers added to the habanero jelly. Two years ago when I was here I helped make the jelly… boy was it tough to be in the room when the pepper jelly was being cooked and put into jars.

Monday I worked at the Gristmill, I got to package the cumin that was ground on Sunday, along with cinnamon, and ginger, and I put labels on bags that would be used as needed. Then I came back to the camper and picked up pecans from the ground and filled a basket with them, and then I laid down in the camper and took a nap. I try to help out at the Gristmill two or three times a week. That with two days at the Cheese Shop gives me a pretty full week. The most I try to help in a day is four or five hours at the most. That’s about it for my physical limit. Some days it’s two or three hours.

Here are photos looking up into the pecan tree. These are native pecans which are smaller than other pecan types. When the pecan is ripe, it separates from the green covering and falls to the ground. In the photo on the right you can see a pecan separated from the covering and ready to fall to the ground.

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Besides the pottery shop, the woodworking shop, and the fiber craft shop, there is a blacksmith shop. When I walked by the other day, Caleb was making axes. It really is a hard job, the force of hitting the hot iron with a sledge hammer is tough on the arm.

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One of the new techniques of gardening here is aquaponics. I’ve heard of hydroponics, but not aquaponics. The basic difference between the two I think is aquaponics uses fishes. Elizabeth explained the process for this type of garden. There is a large 8 x 8 foam tank for the fish, and another tank for overflow and to keep the tank full, and the fish tank water will be pumped into the vegetable beds where the plants take the water they need and evidently somehow clean the water which is constantly being pumped and recirculated through the vegetable beds. Various types of fish can be used, and when they are mature the fish can be taken out of the tank and eaten.

The family building this aquaponic garden is doing a modified version, they are adding soil to the vegetable beds in addition to the gravel. This provides additional nutrients in the soil and it gives the plants more stability. The pipes are in the bottom of the bed, then gravel, then a layer of fabric, then the soil. The greenhouse has an opening at the top which can be opened or closed as needed for heat or cooling, and the sides can be rolled up for the same purpose. Having this controlled environment can help to eliminate bugs, and control weeds, and the raised height makes it easier to take care of the plants and harvest the crops.

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In several areas around the grounds of Homestead Heritage there is a plant called the Pride of Barbados. I see the plants by the cafe and gristmill most often since I go by there frequently. This is the most unusual and beautiful plant that I always enjoy stopping to admire. The colors of the flowers are unusual and they vary bloom to bloom.

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There is an area that has some animals and one of them is an alpaca, it has a very unusual face. Look closely at its mouth, it seems to have a split lip.

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That’s about it for my activities here for now.

On a different subject, I’ve had a few people tell me I should write more about my health situation and how I’m dealing with it emotionally and physically. I do write about it periodically, but I don’t want it to be the focus of my life. Yes, my life and activities are more limited because of my tumors and how they are affecting my body, but I like to focus on what I’m able to do even by modifying my activities like sitting when working, or not walking as far and asking for rides to where I want to go, and taking longer naps daily. I have to take more pain medicine than I was previously and it’s been hard to do emotionally, because I don’t like taking medicine of any kind. Thankfully, my pain medicine does not affect my mental state. It only takes the pain away for which I am very grateful.

I do on occasion write about my thoughts regarding what’s happening to me physically and how I deal with it, but I like to focus on what I’m able to do and accomplish during this time I have left to live. It’s almost the end of November 2014, and last summer my doctor said she didn’t think I would live to see the end of December 2013… wow, almost a year longer than expected, and I’m still alive.

I have no idea how much more time God will let me have to live. I like to think that I have used this extra unexpected time wisely. That I have made an impact in a positive way to help others, and I believe that I have. What more could a person want. I feel close to a Higher Power that I choose to call God. I try to live the way I think God would want me to do. I do my best every day to have a positive attitude and be grateful for the life I have, even with health issues. Yes, there are days when I feel sad, but it only lasts a very short time, sometimes less than 5 minutes. Mostly, it’s at times that catch me unexpectedly. I might be doing something or talking with someone, and it occurs to me unexpectedly at that moment that I might not have many more opportunities to do this again or talk with this person, or see another eclipse for example, or share special moments with friends and family. I have shed some tears, but not too many and not too often. If I didn’t I don’t think I would be normal… whatever that is. On a rare occasion I will just let myself cry for a while to get it out of my system and feel my feelings. It’s okay to do that too, but I don’t want to stay in that place for long. There is so much to be grateful for and to still do with my life.

I’m very grateful that I have several close friends that I can talk about anything with, including when I feel frustrated due to my limitations, and sad on occasion when I think about my life ending sooner than might have without the tumors and their affect on my body. I have no control over the growth of the tumors or their affect on my organs, nerves, muscles, etc. I have no idea when they will further compress the nerves in my leg that might cause more loss of feeling in my left leg, or when they might put more pressure on my internal organs to compress them further then they are now, which might result in still less lung capacity or eating still smaller portions of food, or put more pressure on my bladder and intestines that can cause other complications which I know are a possibility. There are many scenarios, but I do my best to not think about it or focus on it because that would not do me any good. I’ve learned worry doesn’t accomplish anything, however, prayer accomplishes a lot. It brings me closer to God and I know that God has a plan for me and my life. Worrying is suffering in advance. Things I worry about might not even happen, nor happen the way I think it might. It’s even possible that the end of my life might not even happen as a result of my health condition. People die from falls, auto accidents, all types of unexpected events. So, I leave my life in God’s hands and just pray  for God’s will and ask to be shown what that is every day.

An example of worrying about things that might not happen is that I brought my walker with a seat on this trip in case I needed it since my left leg and foot has numbness from the tumor pressing on nerves in my left groin and pelvic area. When I was at the Balloon Fiesta one night in my camper by accident, I hit my right foot on the edge of a table leg and a few days later when I was putting on my sneakers I realized my right foot was swollen and bruised and it was not happy to be in shoes. When I left on my trip, and as I traveled, I didn’t even think about hurting my right foot. My left foot and leg were good most of the time and didn’t hinder my activities, but my right foot did.

No one knows when their time is up, or when they might unexpectedly have a serious health condition arise in their life or the life of someone close to them, or when an accident or injury could change their life. Once again, I like to express my wishes that everyone live their life fully every day. We never know what tomorrow might bring. Don’t miss what is here for you now. I have always liked to walk rather than ride a bike, even though it would get me somewhere faster. By walking I get to enjoy the scenery, stop to admire a flower or butterfly, stop to talk with someone rather than waving as we pass, smell the fresh air, look at the clouds, the sunrise or sunset.

Live each day with an attitude of gratitude, no matter what. There is always someone who is going through something more challenging than I am. It keeps my life in perspective.

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Homestead Heritage, Waco and Meridian Volunteer Fire Department, Texas

I am doing well and having fun visiting with my friends at Homestead Heritage in Waco, Texas. I have been helping at the Brazos Valley Cheese Shop, and also at the Homestead Gristmill. Also, I’ve been visiting with friends I’ve made here over the years. I visited here in October 2011, November 2011, and October and November 2012, using these links you can read about those visits.

During my time here, I have been taking pictures, including many of the cheese making process. The cheese shop gets fresh milk early in the morning, from local dairies right after the cows are milked. The cheese making process begins upon delivery of the fresh milk. There are several vats used to make cheese. The largest is a round steel tub that holds up to 400 gallons of milk. My first day at the cheese shop, there were 350 gallons of milk which would produce about 330 pounds of cheese that afternoon. I took pictures and some videos of the cheese making process, and I also got to taste some of the fresh cheese curds. Salt is added after the curds are drained. It was my first time eating curds and surprisingly I really liked the taste, they also squeak when chewing them. When the whey is drained from the curds it goes down a drain into a tank where it is collected and then pumped into a tank that goes back to the dairy and fed to the cows. The whey has lots of nutrients so it is used in beneficial ways, such as feeding it to livestock and watering vegetable gardens. There is a large window from the retail portion of the cheese shop, so that visitors can watch cheese being made.

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After the cheese is put into the molds and pressed into the cheese wheels which are approximately 15 pounds each, they are brought to the cheese cave that was built a few years ago. Since it’s so hot in Texas in the summer, a cheese cave was built about 16 or so feet below ground where it stays cool and is climate controlled, and it has pine shelves to hold the cheese while it ages. Various cheeses have different aging periods. Also, the different cheeses require a specific PH factor in order for it to become a specific type of cheese.

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Over the past several years, the Brazos Valley Cheese Shop has won first, second, and third place ribbons from the American Cheese Society for several of their cheeses. You can see the ribbons in several of the pictures. I remember when Rebeccah who was the first one that started making cheese called me many years ago to tell me she was now making cheese at home. I don’t think any of us imagined that it would turn into such an amazing business and that the cheeses would win such prestigious awards. I’m so proud of everyone here that is involved in this process. I’ve been able to watch and realize the progress and growth of this cheese business.

I learned a few years ago from one of my visits here that in order for a cheese to be called cheddar, after the whey has been drained from this particular cheese, the solid curd slabs are placed into a metal cutter which cuts the solid slabs into sort of french fry looking pieces, then the salt is added. Without going into all of the details of why, it has something to do with the PH factor and the absorption of salt into the cheese.

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swiss cheeseI also learned that in order for Swiss cheese to have the holes in it, in addition to the natural enzymes that affect the PH factors for this cheese, temperature plays an important part. The pressed curds have to cure at about 70 degrees for 3 weeks before it can be put into colder temperatures to continue to cure into the Swiss cheese final product.

Everyone here is busy getting ready for the fair held during Thanksgiving weekend. One of the items we are making in the cheese shop is marinated feta cheese. In two days we processed about 30 dozen jars of marinated feta cheese, and we have many more dozen to do. In the cheese cases, I saw that there are several wheels of cheese that were sculpted into different shapes, such as cowboy hat, boots, a mouse, and a cheese tray with fruit shapes.

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The Gristmill has been grinding grains constantly during the day to keep up with the demand.Three mills operate using the water wheel, and 3 operate using electricity.

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Now that gluten free products are in more demand, the Gristmill is building a new facility to grind the gluten free grains and make various mixes. Having this new building ensures there is no cross contamination between gluten and gluten free products. One day I got to watch the frame of the new building going up.

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On Thursday evening the firefighters at the Meridian Volunteer Fire Department about an hour away from here came and picked me up and took me to their fire station for a cookout. It was great to meet the firefighters and several of their wives. They showed me the equipment that I bought their department, some of which is blue fire hose that they said is used at every fire. They gave me a department patch and also one of their t-shirts which has a really cool graphic designed by one of their firefighters. One of the fire departments in New York state gave me the nickname of fire equipment angel, it was a few days before I was at the Meridian fire department, so when Meridian gave me the shirt after dinner, I chuckled to myself because the graphic on the t-shirt I was given has angel wings. I noticed a decal on their fire trucks and the wall in the fire station that I liked.

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There are several new types of gardening being done here, one is Aquaponics. I’ve heard of Hydroponic gardening, but not Aquaponics. The difference is that Aquaponics uses fish, and here they are including using soil in addition to the water to grow the vegetables. It’s very interesting how this method of gardening is being used. I will add more about it shortly, it will be in my November Homestead Heritage story. Internet is intermittent here so I update this story as I can.

On Saturday morning Betty who is a former city clerk friend of mine that lives near Austin, she brought her sister Carol and their friend Lori, I showed them around and we had lunch together, and caught up on life. My friend Kim that lives here joined us for lunch and then invited Betty, Carol, and Lori back to her house where she showed them her garden and gave them some jalapeno peppers and other vegetables. On Monday afternoon another former city clerk friend Linda and her daughter came to visit with me, so I got to show them around and have dinner together.

One day I picked jalapeno peppers and Kim and I put them in jars, added brine, and canned them. It was so cool to pick the peppers in the morning and within hours they were processed into jars of peppers. As the vegetables are maturing and reaching their full growth, we pick them and in many cases freeze or can them so they can be enjoyed all year long. There is a very old and large pecan tree near where I am parked. I’ve been collecting them for the family I’m staying with so they can eat them all year. I hear them falling on my camper, and theses are easy to collect. I’m trying to get them before the squirrels get them for their winter storage. I’ve also seen many roadrunner birds around these grounds. They are really interesting to watch, and I was told they eat snakes so they are good to have around. They run and then stop to look around and their large fan shape tail raises and lowers, then they run on to another spot and stop and do the same thing.

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I’ve been alternating my time between working at the cheese shop and gristmill. To fill in other time, I’m visiting with friends here, and helping out where I’m needed. We are making many foods for the fair. A couple of days I helped make Malawach, pronounced sort of like Ma la wok. The dough is flour, gluten, cane sugar, water, and oil. It’s rolled into 5.4 ounce balls, they rest about an hour and then are rolled out and butter is spread on them, then they are folded into a small square and rolled out again. They are then cooked in a skillet until golden brown. We cooked a few to taste, it was so delicious and very flaky because it’s folded and then rolled out again so it has layers in the dough. I definitely could get hooked eating these. I will probably buy some of this mix so I can make them when I get home.

When I work at the cheese shop and we package the cheese, there are always small pieces of cheese left, and the people at the cheese shop are really nice to me and let me take some with me so I can snack on them in my camper. The cheddar cheese and horseradish pecan cheddar are my favorites.

I’ve also been invited to dinner at people’s houses where we get to eat together and then talk for a few hours afterward. It’s great to get to know each other better and share stories about our lives.

I’m making time each afternoon for a nap and I’m trying hard not to do too much so I don’t strain my body. I have to say that wherever I’m working, the people there make sure that I’m not overdoing it. I’m doing pretty well, my shortness of breath seems to be gone for the time being, thankfully. I’m still controlling my pain with medicine, some days I have to take more breakthrough medicine than on other days.

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My Time in Texas, Fort Worth and Elm Mott near Waco

Monday, October 13th, after leaving Albuquerque where I just attended the Balloon Fiesta, and then spending a couple of hours at the horse rescue about an hour east of Albuquerque, I continued driving east and stopped for the night in Amarillo, Texas, at the Welcome Center. Tuesday morning, I got up and drove to Fort Worth where I am spending a week or so at my friend Sue’s house. Sue and I got together with a few of our mutual friends for lunch and dinner a few times. It’s great seeing my long time friends that I seldom see anymore since we live in different states.

Don and CarolBefore I left on this trip, I contacted one of my high school classmates who lives in the Dallas area to see if we can get together when I get to Fort Worth. He said to let him know when I arrive, so I did. We met for lunch and had a great time sharing our stories and catching up on life. Don is his name and he was active in football and other sports during our high school years. I remember that even though I was shy and introverted in school that Don was always kind to me and talked with me, as did several other guys and gals. Last year when our class had our 45th reunion and they found me on the Internet, I received cards and emails from many classmates, we didn’t stay in touch after graduation in 1968. It has been great to reconnect and several of us stay in touch now. Don and his family take trips and we have been to some of the same places so it was nice to share our experiences about those locations.

IMG_6534Sue and her therapy dog Pepper volunteered their time at a homeless shelter in downtown Fort Worth, as did several other owners and their dogs. It was really amazing watching the people at the homeless shelter interact with these special dogs who have been through training courses with their owners.

On Monday morning, Sue and I went to spend a little while in Sundance Square in downtown Fort Worth. She wanted me to see the changes made to Sundance Square where they took a large parking lot and changed it into an area where there are water gardens and sitting areas for concerts, or for people to just sit and enjoy the park and nearby businesses. A section of the street adjacent to the park is closed to vehicles so people can safely walk through this area. I was really fascinated by the water garden features and I took some videos of the water as it changed from soft flow to waves and another from almost no water spouting upward to large spurts. MVI_6558 The side of one building had a large western mural painted on it. This park area is nice addition to the downtown area.

Sue and I also walked by the Bass Performing Arts Center where large marble angels extend out from the side of the building. In 2011, Sue, her husband Mark, and I went to the Performing Arts Center to see Bugs Bunny conduct the Fort Worth Symphony Orchestra, it was so funny and wonderful.

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As Pat, Sue, and I were discussing where I would be going after leaving Fort Worth in a few days, I was giving thought to the tentative plans I had to drive to see some friends in Leander, which is south of Waco and north of Austin. As much as I would like to have time with these friends, I don’t think I will be driving the extra two hours south to get there. The past ten days have not been the best for me healthwise. My pain has been increasing quite a bit in my abdomen and where my tumor is has been more painful and sensitive to touch. My appetite is less and I often don’t feel like eating much, if anything at all. So, I decided to leave Sue’s house the end of this week and go to visit with my friends in Elm Mott, near Waco in Homestead Heritage. I have spent lots of time in this community, you can search my website for other stories written about preparing for the Thanksgiving Homestead Fair and the fair itself. The stories will be in October 2011 and 2012.

I was planning on staying there at Homestead Heritage until after Thanksgiving so I could help everyone get ready for the Thanksgiving Homestead Fair, but I will see how I’m feeling in a week or two and then decide what my travel plans will be. If I’m feeling okay I might stay longer. My firefighter friends in Georgia want me to come visit them again too. So, I could stay in the Waco area for two or so weeks, then head east towards Georgia and Florida and stop along the way to camp or explore new places I have not been to yet. That way, if my health continues to worsen, or the pain keeps increasing, I will be closer to home. Right now, I’m about 1,400 miles from home. If I get to Georgia or north Florida, it will be about 400 to 600 miles from home. I will do this journey like I’ve done the previous six weeks of it, a day at a time. I don’t have to be anywhere at any particular time, so I can continue to write my plans in the sand and revise as necessary.

 

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Albuquerque International Balloon Fiesta, the New Mexico Horse Rescue, and heading east into Texas

I’ve posted a photo album with 554 of the approximately 2,600 photos I took during my time in Albuquerque at the Balloon Fiesta. The Balloon Fiesta website has lots of great information. I suggest that if you attend the event, sign up and volunteer in some capacity it makes the event more fun. There were professional photographers at the Balloon Fiesta, their photos are fantastic. It looks like currently only one photographer has posted photos, check back later on to see if there are others.

Friday, October 3rd, the day before the Balloon Fiesta opens, Scott and his crew which includes me, went to the Alice King Community School and we inflated the balloon and had it tethered so that the children could come over and watch the process and to see the balloon up close and talk with Scott, get their pictures taken, and get a balloon card. It was great to see the children’s faces watching the balloon. When Scott needed to burn the propane, he warned the children so they wouldn’t be afraid of the loud sound the burners make.

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IMG_5085A few weeks before the Balloon Fiesta begins Scott and his crew and probably other balloon pilots get together with the mounted police and they burn the propane so that the horses get used to the loud sounds of the propane burners so that they don’t get spooked or upset during the Balloon Fiesta.

 

IMG_4598At my first Balloon Fiesta in 2011, I met David who is one of the Launch Directors called Zebras. I saw him in 2012, and again this year. In fact, his camper was parked next to mine in the RV park. This year David was the Launch Director for Scott’s section of the field. Many Zebra’s really get into the dress code and have Zebra items they either wear or attach to their uniforms.

IMG_5766I have been really enjoying my time at the Balloon Fiesta. I’m getting to meet many new people, make new friends, and visit with friends from previous years. In the mornings I crew for my friend Scott on his balloon Big Blue. Then, if he doesn’t need me to go on chase crew I volunteer at the Balloon Discovery Center. If he needs me for chase crew, I get in the truck and ride with his fiance Keralyn and others that are on chase crew and we all keep an eye on the balloon so we can hopefully get to where he will land before he does, or at least very soon after.

My friends Mary and Denny who I also met in 2011 and stay in touch with crew on No Worries and now Norman the Dragon. I also met the crews and/or owners for the green frog, scuba diver, whale, the bees, and many more special shapes.

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Saturday, I noticed that my auxiliary batteries didn’t stay charged for very long. I found out by experiencing a check light on my fridge when I woke up at 4 a.m., along with the beeping of my carbon dioxide detector. Also, when I turned my lights on they were very dim. I ran the generator for about half hour before I had to catch the bus to the balloon field. Later in the day, I called Phil the RV repair man that is here to work on campers that need repairs. In 2012, he replaced my leaky and faulty water pump. Phil tested the auxiliary batteries and said they are not good any more, they are 3 years old. I had them replaced in 2011 when I was in Washington state. Instead of me having to drive around town to find batteries at 7:30 p.m., one of my neighbor campers Ronnie took me. We went to Walmart and they didn’t have the proper kind so we went to Costco and got there about 20 minutes before they closed. Phil installed the new batteries and I ran the generator to charge them fully. Thankfully, that did the trick, all is well at the moment. Update, a few days later… the batteries still were not holding the full charge, so Phil installed a new converter for me. We are hoping this solves the problem.

I was talking with Ronnie as we drove to get batteries. It turns out that about 39 years ago he lost his left leg in a railroad accident. It changed his life and he started a business many years ago making artificial limbs for people and animals. He is also very involved with animal rescue organizations all over the country. It was very interesting talking with him and learning about all he does to help people and animals.

Phil and Ann are people I met on my first visit to Balloon Fiesta in 2011. Over the past few years we are becoming friends. I’m glad they are here and we are getting to visit and exchange stories about life experiences. Their cat Wiley got sick the other day and it turns out he had pancreatitis, sadly, he passed away Saturday night. The RV Escapees Club wrote a nice story about Ann and Phil. Here are the 4 pages of the article.

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Sunday afternoon Robert Mirabal performed on the stage. I have known Robert for many years, I’ve heard him perform at several Native American flute festivals. You can read more about Robert in my November 2013 story about the Native Rhythms Flute Festival. I uploaded some audio clips of his performance in my Balloon Fiesta album, they are at the end of the album.

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IMG_5651A few balloons away from our balloon was the Wonder balloon. It brought back memories of childhood when I used to get small individual loaves of Wonder bread. Amanda who is in charge of the Wonder balloon is really nice, she gave me two bags of Wonder balloon pins to give out. I loved watching the expressions on people’s faces when I gave them a pin. For children, they loved having a pin, especially if it was their first pin or if they are experiencing Balloon Fiesta for the first time. For the adults, many said they remember Wonder bread from their childhood like I did.

After we inflated the balloon on Tuesday, October 7th, Scott handed me a form to sign, and he asked me to sign it, unless I don’t want to go up in the balloon. I said I would love to go up in the balloon and I signed the form without hesitation. I love going up in the hot air balloon, and Scott is such a great pilot that almost all of his landings are pretty gentle. Liz and I joined Scott on this flight. We flew about 45 minutes on our ride. I was so grateful and I loved every second of the ride. I took lots of pictures from setting up the balloon through packing it after the flight.

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The direction of our flight took us over the RV park where my camper is located. I searched and found my camper. My camper is on the right in the center photo below, to my left is Erin and Joe’s camper, and to the left of that is Mary and Denny’s camper. To the right of my camper is David’s camper.

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We had a great flight, and Scott found a street he wanted to land in. Thankfully, Paul and Keralyn got there ahead of us and they caught the drop line… Outstanding catch. We landed in the street between two walls and sidewalks. I didn’t realize it at the time I took the pictures as we were landing, but in one of the pictures below is the shadow of our balloon just before we landed.

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For some of the landings during the Balloon Fiesta event we landed in dirt fields, other times we landed on paved or grassy surfaces. We all liked landing on grass or on a road better than the dirt with brush and stickers. One of the days we landed on a dirt road, our clothes sure got full of dust. My navy blue pants and red jacket looked almost beige.

When I wasn’t crewing, I worked at the Balloon Discovery Center Tent, sponsored  by 7 Eleven. They gave out Slurpee’s and candy. In our tent there were exhibits and banners explaining various aspects of balloons, such as size, shapes, types, crewing, and also a flight simulator where people could stand in a basket and virtually fly and land a balloon. There was also an craft area where children could color paper hot air balloons, an activity booklet, or decorate one with stickers and take the item home with them. One of the exhibits in the Balloon Discovery Tent is a banner of the Smokey the Bear balloon. It shows the dimensions of various parts of the balloon.

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NASA also shared our tent space and they had many exhibits about various aspects of space flight and related items.

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Over the 3 years that I have crewed and volunteered, and that Scott has answered my questions and explained various aspects of ballooning, weather, etc. I have found that when I volunteer in the tent that I am able to answer lots of questions that visitors ask and I can also explain what I have learned from hands on experience. It definitely makes it more interesting for me and I’m sure for the visitors. When they ask what they should see or do, I know what I find interesting and I recommend things to them, such as going to the pilot briefing at 6:15 a.m. Pilot’s briefing is very interesting. This is where the pilots receive information on the wind conditions, wind speeds at various levels, and the weather conditions. It’s also announced what pilots have done something outstanding that they are recognized for, or what pilots have done something they shouldn’t like fly too low over the field. It is a good feeling when I’m asked how the pilot changes flight direction that I can explain it, the same goes for other questions. If I don’t know the answer, I try to find it out for the person, or if no one is available to provide an answer, I ask Scott and then I have the knowledge the next time I’m asked.

Between crewing and volunteering for the morning and afternoon shifts, I tried to get a nap of an hour or two before reporting back to my volunteer station. I had about 3 days where the pain was a bit too intense, so I just took it easy and didn’t volunteer the afternoon shift on one day. There were 5 days of spectacular fireworks. Every evening of fireworks was a different fireworks show. They had the most unusual fireworks that I have ever seen. Some nights I watched from the field, other nights I watched from my camper. Thanks to Mary and Denny, and Roy, I got to watch NCIS and NCIS NO, and NCIS LA at their campers.

This year the temperatures were mild compared to previous years when I was there. The coldest morning the temperatures were in the low 50s and it warmed up to the 70s and maybe 80 degrees. In 2011 and 2012 there were days when it was in the low 30s and we had frost on our shoes. This was a pleasant change.

There are many side stories about my time at the Balloon Fiesta. I want to share some of these stories with you, however, they are not in any particular order. As a volunteer we are served breakfast beginning at 4:30 a.m., yes really. I was at the balloon field before 5:00 a.m. every morning. Our usual breakfast was either a breakfast burrito or eggs, sausage, and a roll. One morning I only ate a little so I took a burrito with me to eat later. I wasn’t very hungry, and I was busy crewing and volunteering so after my shift was over about 11:00 a.m. and I was walking to get the bus back to the campground, I stopped at one of the food vendors who sells burritos and asked him if he thought the burrito I got at 5:00 a.m. was still good to eat. He asked to see it, and when I gave it to him he handed it to one of his workers and told him to throw it away and give me a fresh, hot breakfast burrito. I told him it wasn’t necessary and I didn’t expect him to give me one. He said he knew that, and that’s why he did, and he didn’t want me to take a chance on getting sick. I thanked him and went on my way back to the RV park.

When I got back to my camper, I ate part of the burrito before taking a nap before my next shift. The next morning I went by the burrito booth and thanked them, I found out by asking that the man’s name is Bryan. We talked a while and got to share our stories a bit. Every time I walked by his booth, I stopped and said hello to Bryan and his crew. I also bought a burrito the next day and then the last morning of the Balloon Fiesta I stopped by their booth and bought some tortillas they were selling because they had so many extras. I gave several packages away to people in the RV park, and Bryan told his staff to give me an extra burrito and pack of tortillas for me since I have a long trip ahead of me. I offered to pay for the entire purchase, but he insisted on giving me some food at no cost. I thanked Bryan and the guys again and made my way to the camper.

I have a friend named Carol Anderson who is a single woman traveler like me. In fact, she has been an inspiration to me since 2011 when I first found her online. I met Carol in 2012 when we were both at the Balloon Fiesta at the same time. Carol is an extraordinary woman and a truly gifted writer. She has had a website many more years than I have. I found her website when I was checking to see if anyone had carolsadventures when I decided that’s what I wanted to use. It turns out her website is similar to the one I wanted to use and I wrote and asked if she minded me using carolsadventures, she was gracious and said it was okay with her, that’s how we met. Check out Carol’s website and stories. Carol volunteered as a Greeter this year at the Balloon Fiesta, so on the mornings she worked I stopped by the gate where she was stationed to say hello and visit for a while before I reported to crew for Scott.

todd jelly bellyThere are many tents lined along the midway. Many are food vendors, and there are also lots selling various items like jewelry, pins, shirts and merchandise, chairs, etc. Other tents are of places to visit, state police, casinos, and civic organizations. A few days into the Balloon Fiesta I saw a large tent that said Jelly Belly. I had to stop and check it out. They had a wheel to spin for a treat, which was usually small packages of Jelly Belly’s. I started talking to one of the men, his name is Todd, he’s on the right in the above photo. I told him how I’ve been buying many 4 pound containers of Jelly Belly’s at Costco and I eat a lot of them while reading, and doing jigsaw puzzles, and I also give the containers as gifts. I also mentioned that I eat them to get rid of the bad taste my pain medicine leaves in my mouth because it’s bitter. Todd was extremely kind and he put handfuls of the small Jelly Belly packages in my tote bag so I could keep them in my pocketbook or pockets to have for when they are needed, and for me to share with others. I really appreciate his kindness.

One day when I got back to my camper at about 11:30 a.m., I took a nap and woke suddenly and knew I had to get to the Balloon Fiesta office, I thought it was so I could use their wifi to upload my photos and create a story. When I got to the kitchen to set up my computer there was a woman there eating lunch and a man at the soda machine. He offered to buy a soda for the woman and me. I declined at first, but he insisted. After he sat down with us we started talking. He looked really tired and he said that about a month ago he was diagnosed with cancer and that he is on pills as a form of chemotherapy. It’s zapping his strength and causing him not to feel well along with other symptoms. I knew then that God woke me up and told me to go to the Balloon Fiesta office for a reason. The timing was perfect, a few minutes either way and our paths would not have crossed. I shared parts of my life story and journey with cancer and what I’m going through now with him and I gave him my contact information. He also has a strong belief in God and a positive attitude. I’m so grateful that we were able to talk and share our stories with each other. I know that having someone to share with that has been where I am or going through what I have been through helped me and I have a strong feeling that by sharing together it gave him hope and encouragement. I also loaded some of my peaceful relaxing music and the healing meditation on a flash drive for him. I hope he uses it and finds the peace that it brings to me. Please keep him and his family and friends in your prayers. I told him that I would ask my friends to keep him in their prayers and he said that would be fine.

geico lizardIt rained a few times during the Balloon Fiesta and twice there were full arc rainbows. There were a few afternoons where the sunset was beautiful colors. Geico had a booth on the midway and I had my picture taken with the Geico lizard. One of the mornings when I arrived at the field, I looked at the moon and noticed there was an eclipse and the moon was a reddish color. Other people were looking at the moon too, when it wasn’t trying to go behind clouds. I was told it was called a blood moon and that it was also an eclipse and a rare sight to see. I don’t have a picture because I didn’t think it would come out good in a photo.

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IMG_6472On Saturday afternoon I connected with my friends Barbara and Eileen who live near me in Florida and are on a trip with a tour company. They are visiting several National Parks in southwestern states and their first stop was the Albuquerque Balloon Fiesta. It was nice to see them and spend some time together.

Once again, I was the unofficial crew photographer, I always give Scott a flash drive with all of the pictures I take at Balloon Fiesta and I make sure I take lots of pictures of his balloon being inflated and packed and I try to also get his crew and family in the pictures too. In between, I take pictures of balloons inflating and lifting off of the field. Since we are on the far north side of the field, I don’t get pictures of balloons in mid field or to the south. Now that I am an experienced crew hand I know a bit more about how to help without being told, and what to watch out for as the balloon is inflating or landing. I also learned to always have my gloves handy.

I took way too many photos to post in my album, so I selected pictures I thought would be the most interesting to look at. I took almost 2,600 pictures during my 2 weeks at the Balloon Fiesta event, this photo album contains many of the pictures. This includes the 9 days of the actual Balloon Fiesta, the Balloon Museum album contains those photos. The winds on the last day were too high, so there were no balloons inflating or flying. In fact, Sunday afternoon when we were back in our campers the winds were so strong that not only was my camper rocking, so were others. I was in Mary and Denny’s motorhome and it was rocking too. I shared the photos I took with Mary and Denny, and also a few other people. It’s so easy to get carried away taking pictures, and digital cameras make it so easy.

When deciding whether or not to make the long trip to Albuquerque for the Balloon Fiesta and stopping along the way both there and back to see friends, I wasn’t sure that physically I would be up to the challenge because I was having some physically difficult and painful days for several weeks before I was due to leave town. I decided to make the trip and if I could complete it great, and if not, than whatever I was able to do would be find. Thankfully, I made my furthest western destination Albuquerque. I’m so grateful that I made the trip. Yes, there were some painful days and yes there were some amazing experiences. They all are part of my journey and I’m so glad I made the trip. As I write this post I think about all I would have missed experiencing and the people I would not have met if I hadn’t taken this trip. Once again, I choose to live life to the fullest… that’s all we can do. I still want to cram as much into life as possible until I can’t do it anymore.

On my way east towards Texas, I stopped at the New Mexico Horse Rescue Ranch, Walkin N Circles Ranch to see their facility and check it out for a story on my website, and also to see what they do and what their needs are for the possibility of donating funds to help them. The staff members seem to really care about the horses and the horses get fed proper diets for their condition. It is really sad that animals are abused and/or abandoned. This facility is using hydroponics to grow grasses to feed the animals because not only does it have more nutrients, but it also saves them money if they don’t have to buy grain and hay. As you can see in the pictures, there is no grass growing on this horse ranch, so hay and feed has to be purchased or grown in order to feed the horses. A wagon load of hay costs approximately $5,000 and it lasts almost 3 months. The hydroponic grains that they grow on the ranch feeds approximately 15 or 16 horses. I was told there are usually at least 70 horses on the ranch, sometimes even 100 horses.  If you are looking for an organization to donate to, I would recommend this one in addition to others that I mention in previous posts.

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After my visit at the horse ranch, I continued heading east towards Texas.

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Albuquerque Balloon Museum, and arrival at Balloon RV Park

On Thursday, September 25th, I went to SuperCuts to have my hair washed before heading to the RV lot near the Balloon Fiesta Grounds. I also stopped at the grocery store and at the propane dealer to get my propane tank filled. Because I volunteered to help set up the Balloon Discovery Tent on Saturday, September 27th, I was able to get into the RV lot a few days earlier, it opens to the public on Monday, September 29th. Currently, there are not many campers in the lot, by the weekend and throughout this event, there will be over 1,800 RVs. Sometimes 800 or so arrive in a day.

The RV lot volunteers made chalklines throughout the RV lot which is many acres in space, so that they know where to park the campers. It rained and washed their marks away. Sunday it was sunny, so they remarked the spaces. Then Sunday it rained and washed them away again, so they had to remark the field for the 3rd time. The building in photo on the right below is a General Mills cereal plant. They make Cocoa Puffs and some type of berry cereal. When they are baking the cereal we can smell the sweetness and flavor. At night when they burn off the ovens, it smells like burnt toast.

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When I arrived at the RV lot, a RV park volunteer named Roy, who I met when I was here in 2011 and who I talk with periodically, showed me where to park my camper. Thankfully, it’s a level space near where I parked in previous years. It’s pretty convenient to the bus stops for the shuttle bus to the Balloon Fiesta, and not too far from water faucets and the garbage dumpster. I also saw and talked with several other volunteers that I met in previous years.

On Friday, September 26th, which happened to also be my 64th birthday, I went to the Balloon Fiesta office to see what items they have available. I always like to browse at the many items they have for sale. I was talking with one of the volunteers working in the gift shop and I was telling her about my website, what a surprise I had when I pulled up the website and saw that Pam had posted Birthday Wishes and a virtual cake and basket of flowers on my website. It really touched my heart. I had several phone calls and emails wishing me a happy birthday. How wonderful to have so many people care about me. I’m glad I made the trip out west, what a great way to celebrate my birthday again… at the Albuquerque International Balloon Fiesta.

About mid-afternoon, a couple arrived at the RV lot and they were being parked next to me. It turns out that they told Roy that it’s their first time at the Balloon Fiesta and that they are volunteering at the Balloon Discovery Tent, so Roy parked them next to me. Their names are Erin and Joe, and their children are an eight year old boy named Zack and a six year old girl named Reagan. We talked for a while and since it is their first time here and also volunteering, I shared my experience with them and gave them some helpful hints and info that I found helpful during my previous two times here and also volunteering. While I was talking with them, a friend called to wish me a happy birthday. When Erin and Joe heard it was my birthday, Erin offered to bake a chocolate fudge type cake for me. I thought that was so nice of them. Roy called and said he made meatballs and spaghetti for dinner for a covered dish meal for the volunteers, and he invited me to come over and eat dinner with him before he brought the dish to the RV lot volunteer dinner. It was a nice birthday and what a surprise to have dinner and dessert made for me.

On Saturday, September 28th, Joe, Erin, Zack, Reagan, and I arrived at the Balloon Discovery Tent at 8:00 a.m. to help with setup. There were quite a number of volunteers and we did as much as we could with the items available. The tables and chairs and other items were not delivered yet, so we went back on Sunday and Monday to work more on getting the tent prepared for opening day on Saturday, October 4th. The Albuquerque Box table really needed some sprucing up so the five of us did that on Monday. It looks lots better than it did.

joe erin carolOn Sunday, September 29th, after we finished with setup at the tent, Joe, Erin, and their children and I went to the Balloon Museum. It turns out on Sundays from 10 a.m. to 1 p.m. is free admission. Joe was taking panoramic pictures with his phone, he showed me how to do it on my phone. I’ve had my phone since 2011 and never knew I could take panoramic photos with it. It turns out that Joe knows a lot about computers and he helped me find a good tablet at a reasonable price. I’ve been wanting one for quite a while but didn’t know what one to buy. I ordered it and it should be delivered to my balloon pilots house on Monday. Joe said he will show me how to use it and install apps that I can use for various activities and also for things that will be handy when I travel.

Back to the Balloon Museum… We found it very interesting to read the storyboards throughout the museum. I really learned a lot that I didn’t know, not only about hot air balloons for the fiesta, but also how balloons were used during several wars, and for weather purposes. They had displays for balloons and other aircraft that went across the oceans and around the world. I took pictures of the storyboards and aircraft and they are in the album I posted. You can click on the pictures to read the stories. There are so many interesting stories, it would take lots of space and time to write all of them. I am only posting a few here, feel free to explore the album to read more.

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Another display was about commemorative postage stamps with hot air balloons. I recognized these stamps because earlier this year my friend Jack in Fort Worth sent me a block of them he collected years ago, so I could add it to my door poster.

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There is a sculpture of a girl and if you click on the photo, and look closely at the bright colored ribbon she is holding, you can see that it’s probably thousands of very tiny origami paper cranes connected together. Many years ago, when I lived in Fort Worth, I belonged to an Origami Club and we made lots of these cranes. I also made them when I traveled in airports and gave them to children who were waiting for flights.

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There are hands on exhibits in the museum where people can attach pieces of fabric to make a balloon envelope, there is also a flight simulator where a person stands in a gondola basket and using the instructions on a sign virtually flies a hot air balloon and tries to land it on a target. This is an exhibit that gets moved to the Balloon Discovery Tent during the Balloon Fiesta. It’s one of the most popular exhibits. Zack and Reagan had fun  flying the balloon.

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Next to the virtual balloon flight was a mural, when I looked more closely, it turns out it is a jigsaw puzzle. I have seen this puzzle at the jigsaw puzzle store near where I live. If I remember correctly, I think it’s a puzzle that has 32,000 pieces. If not, it has 25,000 pieces. It took volunteers about six months to assemble this puzzle. Most of the pieces are the same shape and not very large. I remember talking with the owner of the puzzle store and he says that when puzzles are very large in size, there are several bags in the box, each bag represents a section of the puzzle. Also, when I was looking in the museum gift shop, they had many puzzles, including several by Lori Schory who if you have been reading my posts know that she is now a friend of mine since I assemble many of her special shape puzzles. I sent her an email informing her that her puzzles are in the museum gift shop.

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Friday, October 3rd, I will be crewing for Scott and we will be inflating a balloon at an elementary school so the children can see the balloon being inflated, and get in the balloon basket and have their pictures taken. It’s great to see their excitement when the balloon stands up and they can get close to it. I went with Scott in 2012 when we went to a different school.

The Balloon Fiesta begins Saturday, October 4th, so I will be crewing and volunteering through Sunday, October 12th. I will try to write another story sometime next week, if I get a chance.We have free afternoons Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. If you are wondering about how I’m feeling, I’m doing pretty well. I have had a few days when the pain was a bit intense. Thankfully, it was during the days before the Balloon Fiesta begins so I was able to take my medicine, nap and relax. If I hurt during the event, I will take my medicine and do what I can.

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Happy Birthday Carol!

HappyBirthdayCarolHappiness and blessings to our very special friend!

Carol, I hope you’re enjoying an absolutely wonderful adventure
and please know lots of love and warm wishes are on their way!

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Oklahoma City National Memorial, and Albert Gray Eagle and Studio 222, Oklahoma City, Oklahoma

After camping in Arkansas for several days, I arrived in Oklahoma City and parked in front of my friend Albert Gray Eagle’s house for a couple of days while visiting with Albert, his niece Tori, and his wife Penny… and their 2 dogs and 3 cats. I’m really glad I planned this trip to stop and visit with them for a few days before heading to Albuquerque. Other thank visiting and catching up on life, I got to also take a shower and wash my clothes.

Albert and Tori work with Studio 222, to provide educational experiences to children. Further down in this post is my story on Studio 222. On the way to Studio 222 on Tuesday, we drove through downtown Oklahoma City and Albert pointed in the direction of where the Federal Building bombing happened in 1995, and a memorial park has been created. I asked if we could stop by it Wednesday on our way to Studio 222 so I could see it and take pictures. The new building is a few blocks away.

We left about an hour early on Wednesday, so we could have enough time to walk around the Oklahoma City National Memorial. It was a pretty emotional experience, especially looking at the chain link fence where there are so many items that people left, and continue to leave, remembering their loved ones and the event of that day. Seeing where the day care center was very touching as well. The Reflecting Pool down the middle of the Memorial area, the Survivor Tree, and the Field of Empty Chairs really made an impact of the events of that day, as did other parts of the outdoor memorial. I took lots of pictures while we were there, including the signs, they are in my photo album. I think you should be able to read them if you click on them to enlarge. Click on the 2nd photo down on the right and read the text in the rectangle above the window.

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The story and significance of how the various parts of the park reflect the events is amazing. Parts of the original building still stand, and the Field of Empty Chairs is even arranged to represent the events of the day and destruction of the building. Each of the 168 chairs symbolize a life lost, with smaller chairs representing the 19 children killed. The chairs are arranged in nine rows, one for each of the nine floors of the building. They are placed according to the floor on which those killed were working or visiting. Each bronze and stone chair rests on a glass base etched with the name of a victim. If you are interested in reading more about this Memorial, you can enlarge the signs in the pictures in my album, or go to the the Oklahoma City National Memorial website.

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There are hand painted tiles in the area where the day care center was located, and on the walkway in front of the wall of tiles there are large pieces of slate where people can draw and leave messages.

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On Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday afternoons for a 9 week period, Albert and Tori go to Studio 222. I went with them this Tuesday and Wednesday. Studio 222 works with local school personnel as well as professional artists from the Oklahoma City area in order to provide a positive environment where inner city youth from high-poverty areas can develop a strong, healthy self-esteem and resilience against at-risks behaviors. This after school program provides leadership and character-building programs, visual and performing arts curriculum, and physical fitness activities. They provide a meal for the children, and sometimes, this is the only food they have all day. Many of these children come from less than ideal home situations. I got to meet several of the children, and saw the artwork they created. I also listened to Albert and Tori teach 5 boys how to play a song on the Native American cane flutes that they made.

I was impressed with many of the art projects the children made, including this large mural of a brick wall. The background is a large piece of fabric painted gray. Then pieces of foam were painted a brick color and glued to the background. Then it looks like graffiti and images were painted on the wall. It was really cool.

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We were watching the weather and it looked like Oklahoma City was going to get heavy rains over the weekend, so I left this morning in order to miss the rain. I felt pretty good today, so I put in a long day of driving. I did stop frequently for breaks, gas, snacks, etc. This afternoon, I arrived in Tucumcari, New Mexico, and I stopped in a RV Park that has wifi so I could write the stories of my adventures the past week, and also upload my pictures to photo albums.

Tomorrow, I drive to Albuquerque, where I will be until October 12 or 13. I’m looking forward to attending the Balloon Fiesta, where I will also be crewing on the same balloon as in 2o11 and 2012, and I will be volunteering in the Balloon Discovery Center too. It will be nice to see the volunteers and friends I know from my previous years here. During the actual event, there will be live cam coverage on the Balloon Fiesta website.

Emotional Mojo just sent me the link for the you tube video interview they did with me before I left Florida. Here is a link to the story I wrote when they first contacted me. They have lots of interesting and inspirational videos on their website.

Healthwise, I am doing remarkably well. I am extremely grateful that the pain has been been minimal for the most part. I take my medicine when needed, and it has been controlling the pain. When I drive, I take frequent breaks and stop for gas, snacks, and naps when needed. I’ve been able to drive about 300-325 or so miles a day usually, rather than the 200 miles I anticipated. Because I was ahead of schedule, I was able to spend several days camping and exploring Arkansas which I really enjoyed. Sometimes, I drive for an hour or so and then stop for a short nap, about 30 minutes, then I continue on. It seems to be working just fine. Other times, I can drive with only breaks for gas or snacks, then continue on. I find that by between 2 and 3 p.m. I am pretty much finished with driving for the day, by then my body seems to feel sore and ready to stop.

I am not sure when I will have wifi to update my website again. I’m guessing it will be sometime during the Balloon Fiesta, in early October, when I walk up to their headquarters near the campground so I can use their wifi to upload pictures and write a story.

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Fort Smith National Historic Site, clouds, and camping in Arkansas

After I left Old Post Park, I headed west to Fort Smith, Arkansas. I stopped at the Fort Smith National Historic Site and saw Old Judge Parker’s courthouse, the Gallows, The Hell-on-the-Border Jail, Commissary Building, the Trail of Tears Overlook, and a replica of other jail cells, among other things. You can click on the active link for the Park.

I took lots of pictures throughout the site, including storyboards. I can’t even imagine being in that jail which I imagine would have been really cold in the wintertime. Also very uncomfortable with the slate floor and only a blanket to sleep on. Each of the jail cells held 50 prisoners. Judge Parker’s Courthouse was also very interesting, he seems to have had a sense of fairness about him, and he did his best to make the court system honest and to rehabilitate prisoners. The Trail of Tears is a heartbreaking story to me. I have many Native American friends and it’s sad how the Native Americans were treated and relocated. I know that throughout history many people in many countries were and still are mistreated and killed, it would be great if everyone learned to get along and respect cultural, religious, and other differences.

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I’m glad I stopped here to tour this historic site before going to the Springhill Campground which is another Corps of Engineer Park, located on the outskirts of Fort Smith. On the way from the Historic Site to the campground, I saw a Braum’s. I LOVE Braum’s ice cream, they have the absolutely best ice cream and they serve really generous portions. There were several of them near where I lived in Fort Worth and I frequented them often when I lived there. It’s almost a standing saying when I am visiting my friends in Texas. As we get close to a Braum’s, I’m always asked if I want to stop. As I travel, I now see them mostly in Texas, Oklahoma, and west Arkansas.

Well, I arrived at the campground and noticed that another of my hubcaps is missing off of Molly. I check them every time I stop to be sure they look like they are on tight. This makes 2 hubcaps I have lost on this trip. I took another one off that looks like it’s not fitting tight. I guess when I get home from this trip, I will replace the set again. Last year, when I bought new tires we noticed that 2 of the rims were cracked. I was told that buying steel rims didn’t look as good, but that they would wear better in the long run. Safety is the first consideration for me. So, hubcaps are okay. I told Molly that she lost another sock. If that’s all that happens on this trip, I’m really okay with it.

While I was walking through the Fort Smith site, and also around the campground, I noticed the interesting the cloud formations. I don’t remember ever seeing them look so varied. I’m guessing by looking at the clouds that there must be really high winds at some of the different altitudes. In some places the clouds look like lots of cottonballs in the blue sky. Other places, it looks like feathers or paint brush strokes. I was in awe of what God can create looking at the sky. After I got my camper set up, and relaxed a while I ate dinner and read. I’m camped along the river. Then I heard what sounded like raindrops, and I felt some sprinkles dropping on me from the window open above my bed where I was reading. I closed the windows when the rain began to come down pretty heavy.

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Traveling West and camping update

4 Just a quick note to say I am okay and now in Arkansas. I drove a little over 300 miles a day for 3 days. I am most probably going to stop in a Corps of Engineer Park near Russellville. AR, for a few days before going to Oklahoma City since my travel plans are ahead of schedule.

I have been able to drive further each day than I planned. I drive as long as I can and stop for breaks or a nap when needed. I’ve been driving since 8 a.m. today, with several breaks along the way. It is 4 p.m. now and since there isn’t anywhere good for me to stop for another hour or so, I’m stopping in this AR state rest area for the night.

I know some of you are wondering how I am so I’m using my phone to do this update. Thankfully, pain has not been bad and other than heavy rain yesterday and a little fog and traffic this morning driving has been good.

1 Update: September 9th. I am at a Corps of Engineer Campground in Russellville, AR, which is near Dardenelle about an hour west of Little Rock. This campground is along the Arkansas River, and there is a lock and dam close to the campground which I can easily see. I took photos which I will post when I get Internet other than my phone. I saw four deer and a fawn last night. As I was walking through the camping area I saw a historical sign showing that this area is part of the Trail of Tears. The park host said there used to be a town on this site and many of the trees in this campground are over 150 years old and were planted when this was a town. I will be here several days and then I plan on going to another Corps campground near Fort Smith if they have camp sites available. Then by mid next week I plan on being in Oklahoma City visiting Albert, Tori, and Penny. I plan on being in Albuquerque by September 26th and then getting ready for the Balloon Fiesta which starts the 1st Saturday in October.

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While I was camped at Old Post Park in Russellville, Arkansas, I met a group of 5 men who are from south Texas and are on their at least annual excursion together, they take trips periodically. They call themselves the Mild Hogs Arthritis Chapter. They even have t-shirts made for themselves. On Friday about noon they invited me over to share a meal with them. It was nice visiting with them and getting to share our stories. They camp at different locations and then take day trips on their motorcycles. Most of them are retired and I can tell they enjoy taking these trips together. Jack took a picture of me on his motorcycle, no, I didn’t ride with them. We had 2 days of rain. Before the rain the temperature was in the 90’s, after the rain it cooled down into the 60’s.

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Traveling west to Oklahoma, Albuquerque, and Texas, Choices and Decisions, and living One Day at a Time

This might be the last post for a while. On Saturday, September 6th, I plan on leaving south Florida for another road trip. I am hoping to be away for a few months. I have no control over the tumor that is growing, other than prayer. If I have to return earlier than expected I will… at least I am making the effort and anticipating that I will have an extraordinary time on this trip and I will get to attend the Albuquerque Balloon Fiesta once again, and also see my friends in Albuquerque, Oklahoma City, and Texas. I will write stories along the way as I am able to get Internet and if there is something to write about. I will update the Travel Map 2014 button on my website as often as I can so you will know approximately where I am at any given time. Today the pain is pretty intense, I’m hoping it’s less by tomorrow.

After much thought and prayer, and evaluating my health condition for the past few weeks, I decided to take another trip and drive out west. As I wrote in my previous post, I know there will be some days that are challenging, but that’s what life is about. Living each day fully and learning and growing through the challenges. Some days I feel hesitant to take the trip because I know my pain has been increasing the past few weeks which is probably caused in part because my tumor is growing, I can tell by feeling the size of it. I am also having increasing numbness in my left foot and leg so it must be putting more pressure on the nerves going into my leg. I’m also not able to eat as much at a time, so I try to eat smaller portions more often. I bought a walker with a seat and I’m bringing it on this trip in case it’s needed. I can’t walk or stand for as long a period of time, so the walker will come in handy as a chair when I need to sit, or if the numbness in my foot and leg gets worse.

I thought about the trip I took in May and June to Georgia and South Carolina and when I was thinking about taking that trip I had the same hesitation whether or not to go. If I had decided not to go on that trip I would have missed so much. Reading the stories I wrote and looking at the pictures reminds me of the great time I had and the time I got to spend with the firefighters and their families. I am so glad I didn’t miss those experiences. The good times definitely outweighed the pain and long distance I drove.

I remember when I took my 2011 and 2012 trips around the country where I drove approximately 12,000 and 10,000 miles respectively, there were many days I was in a lot of pain as a result of the 4 operations I had in 2010. There were many days I was in too much pain to drive so I stayed where I was a bit longer than planned, and many days I drove when I had pain. It wasn’t fun, but I accomplished my trip anyway. There were several times I thought about coming back early, but I felt that if I did “it” would win. It is cancer, the tumor, my health condition and complications as a result of my cancer and numerous operations, and the stinking thinking that wants to sabotage my journey. I guess this new trip will be the same. I feel like it will win if I don’t go, and I will not surrender to it easily or willingly. Some days it would be easy to sit back and let it win. I choose to not let self pity take hold in my life. If I find it is starting to, and I can’t change my thinking by myself or if I don’t want to do it by myself, I call my friends and we talk it through and get me back on the right track. I am so grateful to have people in my life that I can talk to about absolutely anything. There is a good possibility that I can make this entire trip and that I will have amazing, incredible, and extraordinary experiences along the way. I choose to think positive. I have not given cancer permission to invade my body, or take up residence, and it seems to not care. It comes back whenever it wants and I have to deal with it however I feel best at the time.

This trip will be about 4,500 miles round trip, versus the 1,800 mile trip in May and June. I will drive through the Florida panhandle up into Alabama, then through Memphis towards Oklahoma City where I will stop for a few days to visit my friend Albert Gray Eagle. After spending a few days with Albert and his family, I will drive to Albuquerque for the Albuquerque International Balloon Fiesta. I am hoping to get to Albuquerque by September 26th, which is my 64th birthday. I can’t believe it!!! I never thought I would live to 30, much less 64. Last year when I celebrated my birthday, my doctor and I never thought I would still be alive for this one… Surprise!!! I’m still here. I’m guessing God still has a plan and purpose for my life and is evidently not ready for me to live in another dimension yet.

I talked with my friend Scott in Albuquerque and he said I can crew on his balloon again or just hang out with them, whatever I feel like doing. I bet I will crew, and perhaps be his official photographer again. The last 2 times I crewed on his balloon, I took about 1,000 photos each year, many of his balloon in various stages of inflating, flying, and packing, and also I got lots of him and his sons and the other crew members. I gave Scott a jump drive each year with all of the pictures I took which he appreciated since he is so busy with all the necessary tasks that he rarely gets pictures of his balloon and crew. In my Photo Gallery, there are several albums of Balloon Fiesta pictures for both 2011 and 2012, and you can go to the Archived stories for October 2011 and 2012 and read the stories I wrote during my time at the Balloon Fiesta.

I was not able to attend the 2013 Balloon Fiesta so I went on their website and watched some of the live webcam coverage. The special shape balloons are always a big hit. It’s always fun to watch for new balloons each year. Balloon pilots also have cards sort of like baseball cards, only these have a picture of the balloon on one side and where it’s from, and the back of the card has statistics, size, the pilots name, and other info. There is usually a line at each balloon to get a card, especially at the special shape balloons.

This morning, Wednesday, September 4th, I went to get my camper, named Molly, so I could pack it for the trip. As I was driving to my mom’s to get Molly at about 7:30 a.m., it rained a little, then the sun came out and there was a full arc rainbow across the sky. It was spectacular to see. I thanked God for the rainbow and I knew that this trip is the right thing for me to do. I will take my trip One Day at a Time. Some days I will be able to drive a longer distance than other days. If at some point I can’t continue on, I will modify my trip, or return home. The point is that I am going to start on this journey and see what happens. It will be an exploration, an expedition, an adventure, and I will have experiences however it turns out. It might even play out like I’m hoping, and it could be like other trips where it’s better than I even imagined. It’s the journey that counts, not the destination.

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After I leave Albuquerque on October 12th or 13th, I will head to Fort Worth, Texas, to visit with my friends there for about a week, then on to Homestead Heritage in Waco to see other friends. I love being there, especially the month or so before the fair when everyone is busy with fair preparations. In 2011 and 2012, I worked at the Gristmill, the Cheese Shop, and also I have helped make spiced pecans, baked goods, jellies and candy, and much more. In my Photo Gallery, there are albums with pictures I took during my time there helping make cheese, and also of booths during the fair. I may stay there through Thanksgiving so I can be there for their annual Homestead Fair. I love going back home to Texas. It has changed quite a bit since I left there in 1998, but it’s still home to me.

When I travel, I usually don’t have Internet service unless I stop at a wifi place or library. I will probably have cell phone coverage most of the time, so I can check my email on my phone. I will try to update the Travel Map 2014 to reflect where I am within a day or so. Stories may not be posted as often. During the 2 weeks I am in Albuquerque at the Balloon Fiesta, I can walk about 1/4 mile to the Balloon Fiesta office and use their wifi. If I am able to do that again this year I will. Otherwise, a story and photos will have to wait until I can find wifi.

If you have been reading my stories for a while, you will know how often I write about living each day to the fullest and that none of us know when our time will be up. I was on the Camping World and Good Sam Club websites looking up things for my trip and I saw this memorial. “In Memory Of… David Garvin, the founder of Camping World, passed away unexpectedly on Saturday, August 30th as a result of an accidental fall.” I found another story which said he was working on the roof of his house and he slipped after getting too close to the edge. David was 71 years of age.

A friend I was talking with last week told me that his 12 year old daughter has brain cancer. She had the tumor removed and is currently going through radiation treatments. I know many people who have unexpected events and health challenges present themselves. We have to deal with them as they present themselves.

We found out the other day that my 28 year old niece has a very advanced stage of lymphoma. Her kidneys are working about about 50%. She has been married for a little over 4 years and they have a 10 month old son. Please pray for our family, especially my niece Amy. They will be deciding what treatment will be the best for her.

I was thinking about choices. We all have to make them. Over a period of about 45 years I have had over 15 major operations and over 150 surgical procedures and biopsies. After the 4 operations in 2010, I knew that if anything else happened in my abdomen or with my Illeostomy I would pretty much be inoperable. There is so much scar tissue and so many adhesions in my abdomen which would make any operation much more complicated. The risks of complications during surgery would be significant, and might even have an outcome of me having nerve or muscle damage because the 3″ tumor I have now is entangled with muscles, organs, tissues, nerves, scar tissue, etc.

When this new tumor was discovered in September 2012, I knew I did not want to be cut open any more due to the high risk of complications. Radiation would not be very successful. So, my choice and decision was to let it take it’s natural course and have a good quality of life for as long as I can. Rather than risk having surgery or treatment methods that would most probably not allow me to have the quality of life I have now. Of course, I’m guessing. I have no idea of the actual outcome that would have happened, but based on the knowledge and facts at that time, it was the best guess my doctor and I could make. I do not regret this decision. I know I made the best one for me.

This morning when praying for my niece and the choices and decisions they would have to make about her cancer, I thought about my choice and that it was the right one for me, but other people in my situation might have chosen differently. Perhaps they would have tried anything, no matter the risk, to give themselves more time. Even if their quality of life would be affected. The end of September I will be 64 years old. When I celebrated my 63rd birthday last year, I didn’t expect to see this one and yet, it is rapidly approaching. I don’t know God’s plan for any of us. We have to do the best we can and live the life we think God wants us to. Just for Today. That’s all we have. Cherish it, even if it brings opportunities for growth, change, and challenges. They are what make us stronger and reach out to others so that our lives continue to be enriched and fuller.

Once again, this reminds me to live for today. Don’t keep putting off things you want to do, or things you want to say to someone. Last October, I wrote a post called Seriously, Really, you would rather be an ostrich. It talks about the importance of having legal and medical documents prepared in case they are needed unexpectedly.

Living “One Day at a Time” is a slogan I try to live by. I heard someone say that if we worry about what will happen in the future, we will be suffering in advance because what we think may happen often doesn’t, or perhaps it doesn’t happen like I think it will. This slogan also helps me when planning for trips and living each day. In preparing for my trips, I do everything I can to be prepared. I get my vehicle checked, take what I think I need for the trip, and really I take more than I need of everything. I try to make sure I have canned food for when there are not grocery stores close by. However, things happen as I travel. I’ve learned I can stop at mechanics when needed, buy an item I forgot or realize I need, etc.

One of the many books I like to read for inspiration and guidance has a chapter about living One Day at a Time. I want to share some of what it says here. Perhaps, it might help you like it does me. “Many of us have tried tackling projects by peering into the future and trying to anticipate and resolve every glitch we think we might encounter, making decisions based upon information we do not really possess because the future has not yet happened… In most cases, we cannot anticipate every possible turn of events, so no matter how diligently we have prepared, we are eventually caught off guard. Meanwhile, we have expended so much time and energy trying to predict future events, soothe future hurts, and prevent future consequences, that we have missed out on today’s opportunities. And the magnitude of the task we have set for ourselves has left us drained, overwhelmed, and distraught.

A much more practical approach to our challenges and fears is to take them “One Day at a Time.” We can’t do anything about the future because the future is not within our grasp today. Worrying about it, trying to manipulate it, anticipating it, all these activities simply remove us from this moment. We can’t change the future, but by making the most of this day, we prepare ourselves to be able to handle whatever comes tomorrow… But wasting today worrying about tomorrow will not make us any better prepared for difficulties that may present themselves. If they do manifest, those painful problems will not hurt any less tomorrow, whether we have stewed about them or set them aside today. All of our preparation will not have spared us a single ounce of pain. In fact, it will have lengthened our suffering, since we’ll have added all that extra worrying time.

So if there is no advantage to trying to live in the future, it only makes sense to stay here in the present and make the very best of every precious moment we are given. Another advantage in living “One Day at a Time” is that we break huge, overwhelming tasks into smaller, more attainable goals. Worrying about going hungry tomorrow won’t put more food on the table, it will only make us forget to appreciate the food we have today. This day is ripe with opportunities for joy, for sorrow, for experiencing the full range of human emotion and experience. Isn’t it time we took advantage of it?”

So, in part, because of what I expressed above in this post, even though I know that I have increased pain, and that my condition feels like it’s getting worse, I am still going to make this trip out west. If I can get the entire way, great. If I have to turn back early, it will be okay too. Last year I had a longer trip planned,I started out from south Florida at the end of March, and in May when I got as far as Knoxville, Tennessee, I knew from my symptoms that I was getting worse. I called and spoke with my doctor and we decided that I needed to return and not complete my trip. When I went to see her when I got back, we didn’t think I would live to the end of September, definitely not the end of December. Here it is the following September and I’m still here and doing pretty well, all considered.

I don’t want to sit here in my apartment for another year or so just reading books and doing jigsaw puzzles waiting to die. Yes, I have made an impact the past year with my donations to volunteer fire departments and other charitable organizations, but I want to do more. I want to cram as much into life as I can. I feel so blessed that I have this opportunity. On the days I need to rest I will.   Other days I will have to make myself get up and move forward. The point is that I want to continue to live my life the best I can on any given day.

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Madray Springs Volunteer Fire Department update MSA thermal imaging camera, trip update, Albert Gray Eagle, Emotional Mojo Interview, and new jigsaw puzzles

Fire Chief Ashley Dent from the Madray Springs Volunteer Fire Department in Georgia just informed me that he was notified by MSA Safety Company that his department won the contest for the MSA thermal imaging camera. He received 9,434 votes which is more than 8,000 votes over the person who came in 2nd. Chief Dent said the MSA company representative told him that in all the years their company has held contests, no one has ever had that many votes. Thank you MSA for having contests and donating equipment to fire departments. Thanks everyone for voting, especially when the contest lasted several weeks. When there is another contest to win more gear or equipment, we will let you know. Feel free to check the Madray Springs Volunteer Fire Department website. On their Donate page there are links to their Facebook and other social media sites. Chief Dent always lists his contests, current events, pictures, fire scenes and vehicle calls, etc. on his Facebook page.

On behalf of Chief Dent, the Madray Springs VFD, and myself… I want to thank everyone who voted and helped them win this much needed piece of equipment which sells for about $12,000. We all hope that it’s not needed, but it’s comforting to know that they will have in case it is. The thermal imaging camera will help the firefighters see people, objects, and details around flames even in the harshest environment like heavy smoke. It can help to save lives by locating people in a burning structure, and perhaps alert the firefighters in advance of a dangerous situation. It can also be used to find missing persons in wooded areas and/or high grass in daylight or at night, or perhaps missing children that may be hiding in structures or trees. There are many uses for this thermal imaging camera. The thermal camera detects heat sources, people included.

msa thermal imagerChief Dent said that the model of the thermal imaging camera they won in the contest is the basic model. Evidently, there are 3 different models. However, when he actually received the thermal imaging camera, the company sent him the upgraded plus model, that was really generous of them. Here is the picture Chief Dent sent me of the MSA thermal imaging camera and case.

Here is a picture of the entire department when they received training on how to use the thermal imaging camera.

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murphy fire suitChief Dent and his wife Lindsay welcomed their 2nd son, Murphy, to the family in May. I got to meet Murphy when I was visiting them on the trip I took to Georgia and South Carolina this past May and June, I wrote stories about my visits with the various fire departments on my trip. I just received this new photo of Murphy at age 3 months. He is so cute.

 

Because I have new readers to my website that have not been following my story for the past few years, and because it’s now become more public about my donations to volunteer fire departments, I thought I would add the links here to my stories from July 2013 when I made the decision to go public with donating funds, and also about when the Georgia firefighters came to visit me.

I’m still planning on taking a trip in early September to Oklahoma, New Mexico, and Texas. Based on my experience of my recent trip in May and June which was about 1,800 miles, I don’t expect this to be an easy trip physically, however, I’m hoping I’m wrong and it that it will be easy. I estimate this trip, if I make my entire route, will be about 4,500 miles. I used to be able to fairly easily drive 400 to 500 miles in a day, now about 200 miles is sometimes too much. I will take my time and as long as I arrive safely it will be fine. I am allowing myself about 15 -18 days to get to Albuquerque which is about 2,100 miles. I will stop and rest, or take a nap when I need to. I don’t like to drive when I am sleepy, or if it’s raining hard, it’s too dangerous. If the pain gets too bad, or my insides get too uncomfortable from sitting and driving, I will stop and take my medicine and rest for however long is needed. If there are days I’m not up to driving, I will stay where I am, or drive a short distance. I may stay on major roads this trip, rather than taking scenic back roads. There is a Travel Map 2014 tab on my website, I will try to keep it updated as I travel so you can see the route I’m taking and about where I am at any given time.

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I feel it will do my mind and spirit good to get away and take this trip. I’m a bit apprehensive about going, but I know once I start it will be fine. The pain around my tumor is getting a bit more intense every now and then. The numbness in my left foot and leg is also more noticeable, but it has not stopped me from any activities. I’m sure my camper, named Molly, is ready for another trip. She loves to be on the road taking me from place to place. In preparation for the trip, I had her washed and waxed, she looks so pretty, you can’t tell she is a 1998 model.  When I bought her in 2005 she had 25,000 miles, now she has 82,000 miles. We have had lots of fun experiences together over the years, and we hope to have many more. This weekend I will begin assembling what I need to bring on my trip like food, clothes, linens, kitchen items, etc. Packing and unpacking are not the fun parts of traveling. It was much easier to live in the camper full time and have everything I needed with me. I was amazed at how little I really need to live. I can usually get by with 1 pair of jeans and 3 t-shirts for a week.

I’m planning on being away for a few months if all goes well. When I was out west in 2011 and 2012, it was really cold. Temperatures were in the low 30s and got into the 60s on a good day when the sun was out. So I have to pack some warm blankets and jackets. I usually layer clothes so I can remove layers if the day warms up.

Once again, God is letting me know that I am being watched over. If you read my story last year when I began my 2013 trip, you may remember that when I had my tires checked they found that I had cracks in my wheels and I got new wheels, tires, etc. Yesterday, I took my camper to the mechanic to have the oil changed, and to have the tires and everything else checked. I mentioned that the tires might need to be rotated because I have 5,600 miles on them since I bought them. Good thing I mentioned it. After they took the tires off to rotate and balance them, and they were checking the brakes they noticed that a spring that holds the brakes together was broken. They were able to locate the replacement spring and now as far as we know, all is well mechanically for my trip. I’ve also learned that as prepared as I can be, things happen. I also know how important it is to make sure that my vehicles are mechanically maintained. There are many times on my trips when I drive for hours, often on back roads, where I don’t see another car or building. There is also not always cell phone service to call for help.

On my way west to Albuquerque, I plan on stopping in Oklahoma City to see my friend Albert Gray Eagle. I have written about Albert several times in my posts. He is such an inspiration to me in so many ways. He has such a huge heart. Despite the fact that he has been battling pancreatic cancer and other serious health issues for more than 4 years, he still gives so freely and generously of his time and talents, especially to children with cancer, and also veterans. Please keep Albert in your thoughts and prayers. Last Thanksgiving I was at the Chambers Farm Annual Pow Wow and I got to spend time with Albert and his niece Tori. Albert wrote a special song for me that he played on one of his Native American flutes, it really touched my heart. In the November story there is a link to the song he wrote and played for me. We also received the honor of a healing dance in the sacred circle where dances have been held for generations, surrounded by large trees that have also stood for generations.

IMG_5486 I talked with my friend Scott in Albuquerque and he said that I can crew for him at the Balloon Fiesta again this year. His hot air balloon is named Big Blue. I crewed for him in 2011 and 2012, it was such fun. What an incredible experience it was for me. I even got to live one of my dreams which was going up in a hot air balloon. I would love to do it again anytime the opportunity presents itself. However, even being on the crew is great fun and an interesting educational experience. You can read about my time at the Balloon Fiesta in the archived posts from  October 2011 and 2012. I also have several photo albums you can access in my photo gallery. I took this photo in 2011 when Scott was lifting off after we inflated the balloon and he was given permission to launch. It’s an extraordinary experience to watch all of the balloons inflating and seeing the colorful patchwork, especially from the sky.

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After leaving Albuquerque, I will travel to Texas, where I’m planning on spending about a month or so. I’m looking forward to seeing my friends in Texas. I lived in Fort Worth and the surrounding area for 19 years, before moving to Florida. I still consider myself a Texan. I love Texas. Other than Fort Worth, one of the places where I like to spend time and visit with my friends is near Waco, Texas. There is a community of people who I have come to know and love, and we consider each other friends and family. Visit Homestead Heritage to read about this amazing community of people. They grow their own crops, there is a gristmill to grind the organic grains they use and also that are sold to the public. Thanksgiving weekend there is a Homestead Fair which I have been to many times over the 16 or so years I have been going there when I can. In 2011 and 2012 I was there in October and November and I had so much fun helping get ready for the fair. I will write more about this in another post or add to this story later. In the meantime, you can go to my Archives and photo gallery albums in October and November 2011 and 2012, and March 2012 to read about my time in Texas.

I’m still alternating between reading books and working on jigsaw puzzles. Here is the latest one completed. There are lots of interesting items in the rooms which are entitled Jack’s Room and Jill’s Room according to the name plaques on their wall. There is a dog sleeping on the bed in Jack’s room, and a cat sleeping on Jill’s bed. The puzzle is entitled Memories and Dreams. Click on the photo to enlarge it so you can check out all of the interesting things in the room. Look closely at the objects on the night tables and on the floor too. These puzzles are two more of the ones that the artist Lori Schory sent me recently. For some reason, the pictures I took with my phone do not show the true colors, so I included the web photo of the puzzle.

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The puzzle I am currently working on is called Irish Charm. I sorted the pieces the other night. Very interesting puzzle pieces. Where the Memories and Dreams puzzle had puzzle pieces larger than a quarter and were mostly a common piece shape, most of the pieces in this puzzle are smaller than a quarter and they are really unusual shapes. And, there are many pieces that are shaped like objects like a guitar, horseshoe, hat, star, and many are really unusual shapes. This is going to be another challenging and fun puzzle. I saw a piece that has a tiny squirrel. I searched the cover for where this squirrel piece would go. I saw a different squirrel, and knew there was another one since this piece did not match the one I saw. It took a while, but I finally found it. This squirrel is sitting on top of a post near the haystack, under the wheelbarrow, and it’s almost the same color as the post.

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I have been really working on this puzzle, it’s been challenging and also very interesting. Many of the puzzle pieces are really unusual, and so is the way they are cut to fit together. Look closely at the edges of these pieces and see how they fit into each other. The horseshoe, semicircle and stick shape fit together into the part just next to the wheel. Most of this puzzle so far has been assembled in small clusters, and then it seems that I am able to fit several together to fill in sections.

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This morning Emotional Mojo and I did the video show which I was told will most probably air next week. It was about 4 minutes long. I wrote about them in a previous post. Here is the link to the video. It was a pretty fast paced interview, it will be interesting to see how it came out. All I saw was a blank Skype screen, I was told that there were images from my website being shown on a screen in their studio. I had the sound off on my computer, and I dialed into their production room. The sound was recorded as I talked into my telephone. Otherwise, I was told that the words in the video would not be in sync with the broadcast. I was told I should receive the link a few days after Labor Day. I will post the link here and in the previous story as well.

During 2011 and 2012, for the most part, not only did I get to do or see almost everything on my Bucket List, but I did more than I had on it. The stories I wrote and photo albums I posted for these years show my travels and experiences. I even got to go to interesting places that I was not aware of, but I’m glad I found out about such as Golden Spike National Monument, Wind Cave, Jewel Cave, Oregon Trail Interpretative Center, and Hot Lake Springs in Oregon, along with many other experiences and places. I find that talking with people in campgrounds or at local businesses provides the opportunity to share places and experiences so that we can all add to our list of places to see or experience. I like when I share with people who have been full time campers for years and I can tell them about somewhere I went that they never knew about. It’s great to be flexible when I travel so I can take detours and alternate routes. I don’t make reservations so I can be a free spirit.

The few things I did not get to do yet are to go to Italy and Greece, see the Northern Lights, go to Alaska (not the tourist destinations), and to see NCIS and NCIS LA being filmed. These are my favorite television shows. I saw the preview for NCIS New Orleans and I will most probably add it to my list of favorites. I know the new season will be starting in September, and I will most probably have to stop at locations with Internet/wifi service so I can watch the shows on my computer. I bought a 7 inch television, but unless I have an electrical hookup and am in an area where I can get any reception with bunny ears, I don’t often watch TV. I prefer to walk around the campgrounds or read books rather than watch TV.

As I travel, I usually do not have Internet service, so I update my website when I’m able to make time to stop for a few hours to write a story and upload photos.

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Emotional Mojo, videos of Inspirational people, and health update, and puzzle update

I was just contacted by Troy, the CEO of Emotional Mojo. I didn’t know about this website or the company until they contacted me yesterday. We may be working on a project/video together sometime in the next few months. As time goes on, I will let you know what’s happening… it may be a while. Update: I am being interviewed via Skype on August 20th. The video will be televised sometime after September 1st. Update, September 18th. I just received this link to the video interview.

Troy and others in his company were searching the Internet for people who have inspirational messages to share and they came across my name and website. My journey through life is taking turns that I never could have imagined. I am truly blessed, and honored to be able to keep sharing the message I have been sharing for many years about living life fully, keeping an attitude of gratitude, and being grateful no matter what is happening in our lives. To make time to do the things you want to do now.

After looking at Emotional Mojo website and watching several of the videos they have posted, along with reading about the message they are sharing, I found it to be in line with the message I always try to share on my website… live each day with a good attitude and purpose. Live life to the fullest everyday. Be an inspiration to others, and inspire others on their life journey.

Please make time to explore the Emotional Mojo website and watch some of the videos. It will be well worth your time. Check out their Facebook page.

One of the men that has several videos on this website is Nick Vujicuc. This is a man without arms and legs, he has a powerful message… make time to watch it, then when you have time search the Internet and Utube for more of his inspirational video messages. Here are two of his videos on the Emotional Mojo website, feel like you can’t do it, and the importance of apologizing.

A friend sent the link to a 5 minute video of Jen Bricker who was born without legs, and it didn’t stop her. Can’t is not a word in Jen’s vocabulary. In high school she became the State of Illinois Tumbling Champion.

In July 2013, I met David Nicholson who lost both of his legs in Afghanistan, he is a true hero. I wrote about him in a story on my website. He’s helping a government agency do tests on his bionic legs so that Navy seals who lose limbs can go back into active service.

Yesterday, I went to my doctor to discuss my health condition to see if I will be able to make the trip out west in early September. She confirmed what I already knew was happening in my body since my last visit to her on June 20th. My tumor has increased in size and it’s shifted location a little as it’s growing because there isn’t much room in my abdomen. This is causing it to press harder on my organs and push them against each other and my bones more. The change in position and size of the tumor is also affecting the nerves in my left leg and foot causing more numbness and intermittent pains in my leg, foot, and also my abdomen. We discussed the distance I would be driving and the time it would take. We both feel I can make the trip as long as I am careful and listen to my body for when I need to rest and how many miles I can safely drive in a day. The trip I took in May and June is giving me insight on how to plan for the trip out west. At the end of August, I will see how I’m feeling and make the decision then on whether or not to go.

I’ve still been working on puzzles. Here is the completed Peacock Garden puzzle, and also the puzzle I started called Memories and Dreams.

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Update: I updated the story I wrote on July 21st, regarding the puzzles I have been working on, and I added more narrative and also pictures of some puzzles that I may want to add to my list to work on next. I stopped by Prestigious Puzzles today (August 20th) and talked with Lacy the store owner. He has a really large selection of all types and brands of puzzles. His store is where I first saw the SunsOut brand of puzzles. I saw so many beautiful and unusual puzzles there today. Lacy just received a new shipment of puzzles. I saw many I like and want to put on my to do list, he said he can also special order the ones I want that are not in his stock. He carries numerous brands of puzzles, I saw one that has 33,600 pieces. I can’t even imagine trying to work on that size puzzle. Evidently that size puzzle comes in bags with a specific section of the puzzle in a bag so not all the pieces have to be sorted to work on the puzzle.

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Fires in Jesup and Madray Springs, Georgia, award for a firefighter, and Webbs Mills, NY area communication equipment for fire departments

Georgia Fire Chief Ashley Dent in Madray Springs, and Fire Chief Kevin Altman in Odum, let me know there was a fire in a strip shopping center in Jesup the other day. Thankfully, there were fire hydrants so they didn’t have to only rely on tanker trucks like at other fires, which many times are in rural areas. Chief Dent told me that the City of Jesup estimates that between 750,000 to 1,000,000 gallons of water was used to put out this fire.

Chiefs Dent and Altman told me that departments from their entire county, plus several neighboring counties were called in to help fight this fire. This means there were paid and volunteer fire departments on scene.  I asked if there were any injuries, Chief Dent told me that three firefighters were sent to the emergency room, one broke a leg, and at least 2 others were treated for heat related emergencies. In addition to being the chief for the Madray Springs VFD, Chief Dent is a firefighter for Hinesville’s fire department. Hinesville is in a neighboring county, about 25 miles from Madray Springs and Jesup, and they were also called to help fight the fire. He sent me these photos of the fire, including the one on the right which was taken 100′ in the air from the Hinesville tower truck.

I searched the Internet and found several stories and videos about this fire. I recognized the street names at this intersection, I remember driving past this shopping area when I was in Jesup in May. From reading several articles, it seems there were approximately 150 firefighters, and that 16 fire departments from 9 counties sent equipment and firefighters to combat this fire. It took over 12 hours to extinguish the fire, sometimes flames shot 40 feet into the air, and the fire glow was visible 10 miles away. At least 6 businesses were totally destroyed, as was a storefront church. A total of 10 businesses were affected by the fire. One of the stores totally damaged was a pet store, thankfully, no animals were hurt.

This is a small town of approximately 10,300 people, where people know each other and help each other. It will take quite a while for the area to be cleaned from the remains of the fire, and then for these stores to be rebuilt and opened. How will those affected earn a living and support themselves and their families while they are waiting to rebuild, if they can? It will have a large impact on the store owners and the community. When I was reading the articles written about this fire, I saw quotes from two fire chiefs and a lieutenant. These are men I met and talked with on my recent visit in May. Also, knowing that many of the firefighters and fire chiefs I met when I was there for my recent visit were at this fire seems to make it more personal for me. I want to make sure that “my firefighters” as I have been referring to them, are safe. I want them to go home safely to their families, I met many of their families at the dinner they had for me, and the cookouts we had at the fire stations. I could tell that the children and spouses of the firefighters are proud of them.

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house fireA few weeks ago, Chief Dent sent this photo of a house fire. There were no fire hydrants near this house, so they had to use tanker trucks. The nearest fire hydrant was about 6 miles away, so the trucks had to drive that far to fill the trucks and then come back to the scene of the fire. I can tell you from watching the structure fire I watched being fought in May that it takes a lot of water to put out a fire, and it comes out of the hoses rapidly. The fire in May took almost 20,000 gallons of water and it wasn’t even close to the size of the shopping center fire. Where there are no fire hydrants, tanker trucks are used to replenish the water tanks on the fire trucks. The tanks on the fire trucks and tanker trucks range from 1,000 gallons to 5,000 gallons. Hoses are connected between the various fire trucks so that there is a constant stream of water at the flames.

Imagine the heat from these fires. Then imagine putting on about 70 pounds of fire gear the firefighters are wearing, and going close to or into the fire to extinguish it. Factor in the air temperature being 80 or 90 degrees. Imagine if there were no fire departments. Jesup has a paid staffed fire department, however due to the size of this fire, in addition to other paid fire departments, several volunteer fire departments came to help them. Extra manpower is important, especially with fires of this size and intensity. I saw the difference it made at the fire I was at in May when I was in Madray Springs.

I really admire the firefighters dedication and effort to keep communities safe. All across the country these men and women have extraordinary courage, and they risk their lives to keep others safe, most of the time it’s people they don’t even know. They do it because they love what they do, it’s a profession they chose.

Many places around the country only have volunteer fire departments. Fire departments receive limited funding, especially volunteer departments. They do several fundraisers a year so they can buy their equipment and pay for fuel for the trucks and other necessities. I hope that people, especially government officials, realize how important it is for fire departments to have the proper equipment and gear so they can have it handy for when it’s needed. I know from talking with many fire departments that they help neighboring cities when it’s needed. I also know that minutes make a difference in saving lives and property. Having the proper equipment can make the difference to save a life, or contain a fire so that it doesn’t spread, or save the life of firefighters so they can go home to their families uninjured. Stop by your local fire stations and ask if there is something you can do to help them, or maybe help them purchase gear or equipment. Support them when they have fundraisers. Let your elected officials know you want them to be sure the fire departments have the equipment they need. It might one day be your house or life that needs their services.

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Chief Dent also sent me this photo of Gene Pritchett who retired recently with 31 years of service. He will remain a volunteer firefighter. I met Gene and his wife Patty in May when I was in Georgia visiting the fire departments.

 

 

 

The Webbs Mills volunteer fire department in New York state contacted me several months ago requesting my assistance with helping them purchase a repeater, antenna,  tower, and radio equipment so that they and several other rural volunteer fire departments can communicate with each other. They said if I purchase the tower and repeater that they would raise the funds for the radios. So we worked together for this joint project. I just received these photos of the equipment and antenna they purchased. They are thrilled that they can all communicate on the same channel now. I know it’s going to save them lots of time and most probably save lives and property now that they can communicate better. I feel blessed I can help them accomplish this goal.

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I just received an email from the Webbs Mill Volunteer Fire Department. Recently, they sent me a picture of the members of their department and also family members. Often, when we do something for others we don’t know the impact it has. I want to share the words in the email I received.

“Carol,

We need you to understand how much the members of the Webbs Mills Volunteer Fire Department and other area departments appreciate your help ending the communication problem we have had in our area for years. Generally speaking it will benefit seven departments on average, with others being able to use it as a backup system if their repeaters or the county system goes down. Once the new county radio system is up and running we may be able to move the antenna to their site at the highest area in Chemung County which is in our fire district and can be seen from our station.

As far as operations go, we were assigned three UHF frequencies by the FCC. This allows us a dedicated frequency for dispatch and two for operations. Even though the new county system will be digital, the analog system we have because of your generosity will afford area departments alternate frequencies to use for other operations such as traffic control, water supply, EMS, and for conversations that we won’t tie up the dispatch frequency with.

The fire commissioners are committed to purchasing more radios before the end of this fiscal year however, the membership has agreed to undertake a fund raising project so we can buy a portable radio for each of the contiguous fire districts to further improve the use of our new system at emergencies. We presently use the repeater and operations frequency at Reeses Ranch Rodeo for communications every third Saturday for the rodeo event we cover for EMS allowing members to become more familiar with it’s use before we encounter a major incident.

Thank you Carol for helping us end our communication problem and long into the future we will have a functional repeater that provide a safer environment on the fireground.”

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Health update, Inspirational sayings, and photos of artwork

The past few weeks I have not been doing much. My body is adapting to the increase in my pain medicine and I’m a bit more tired than I’m used to. I think it’s finally leveling out and that’s a good thing. It seems the pain is under control. Since I am no longer in pain, or else it’s not noticeable when I take my medicine, it’s easy to think that there’s nothing wrong, and periodically, I think I don’t need my medicine. I know that’s not accurate, I bet if I stop taking it I will soon know that I need to take it. However, I don’t like that it’s made me more tired. Naps are becoming more necessary, sometimes several in a day. My sleeping is off too, it’s a combination of taking naps and also reading until very early hours of the morning. If I’m almost finished with a book, I try to stay up and finish reading it, which sometimes means that I am reading until 2 a.m. or even 4 a.m. That really messes up my sleep pattern. I don’t know why I can’t put the book down if I have 50 or 75 pages, I guess I want to know the end of the story.

As for a health update, it seems that everything is about the same for the most part. I’m still having numbness in my left foot and up into my calf, and periodically I have intermittent sharp pains in my leg and abdomen. Some days it’s more apparent than other days. The same goes for the pain or soreness my abdomen and pelvic area that is affected by my tumor. I have an appointment with my doctor on August 11th. After she pokes and probes my tumor and midsection, we will discuss whether or not it’s okay for me to make the trip out west to Texas, Oklahoma, and New Mexico. I’m guessing she is going to leave the decision up to me. We know it depends on what I’m able to do.

Some days I feel I can make this trip and other days I hesitate. I know it’s a lot of miles to drive, I think it will be about 4,300 miles round trip. There is no time restriction, so I can take my time driving as long as I’m in Albuquerque by September 27th. I know that I need to allow 3 or 4 weeks travel time to account for not being able to drive a long distance in one day, and also that there will be days I am unable to drive. It will be nice to attend the Albuquerque Balloon Fiesta again and see my friends in Texas and Oklahoma. I may not be able to keep up all of the activities I did the past few times at the balloon fiesta, but it’s nice to be there to watch it. I’m guessing I can also crew for the same pilot again, and maybe even get a ride in the hot air balloon… that’s really a fun thing to do.

One of my friends told me that I don’t seem to say much on my website about the days I’m not feeling well. It’s true, but mostly because I feel so blessed for so many things. As I’ve written many times, Lois, who is someone that mentored me years ago, taught me to always look for things to be grateful for, so I’ve done that. You can use the search feature on my website to find posts where I wrote Lois stories. Yes, I do have days that are painful, that I have more difficulty eating and sleeping than other days. Yes, I do have days that I don’t leave the apartment where I’m living because the pain is a bit more intense. For quite a while I made myself get out every day, even if it’s to go walk around the grocery store or some other store. Now, I don’t do that. I really don’t need anything and we have been having really hard rain storms for the past several weeks. It’s not fun being out driving in them. I’m trying not to be frustrated or depressed because I have more limitations and am more tired.

Some days I have to admit are not fun. I don’t like that I have this tumor and complications from numerous operations that are most likely cutting my life shorter and limiting what I can do easily like I used to, like driving and traveling long distances. But, it’s the life I’ve been given and I need to make the most of it. I have friends that stay in touch that are going through situations that I feel are much worse than mine. One close friend has been battling pancreatic cancer and other serious health issues for more than 4 years, a few other friends have really serious health issues with their husbands and other family members. This helps keep my life and health issues in perspective. Yes, I too have serious health issues, but at this time I am still able to take care of myself, cook, shower by myself, and get to the stores by myself. So, I have lots to be extremely grateful for, therefore, I don’t complain very often. Thankfully, I have a few people close to me that I do tell when I need to vent and share my feelings.

I’m realizing that I don’t always want to get out every day, it’s really hot and humid here. I have several jigsaw puzzles, and I have a lot of novels to read. I go on the county website and download some on my Nook when I want to fill in a series. I’ve decided that it’s not always a good thing to go grocery shopping when I don’t really need anything. Since I want to take a trip at the end of the month, I thought that it would be good to use up the food I have on hand. It might also involve creative cooking which is fine with me. So what do I do yesterday, I go to the store just to get out and walk around, not a good idea. I saw a new type of ice cream bars, so I bought several boxes of them, some with caramel and others with raspberry swirls. I’ve resisted buying half gallons of ice cream. I made a chocolate cake a week or so ago and it was dry, so I bought ice cream and made an ice cream cake. I still have some left to eat.

I was at a different section in the grocery store and they had a large selection of chicken with various stuffing fillings like baked potato, bread stuffing, lobster and scallop, broccoli and cheese, etc. So, I bought a few boxes of them for when I don’t want to cook. These just get put into the oven and they are ready half hour later. So much for eating what I already have in the freezer and cabinets. I have willpower… I need won’t power. I won’t buy things I really don’t need??? It’s okay, I’m sure the additional food will be put to a good use. I ate 2 of the chicken pieces last night for dinner and they were pretty good. I might put some in my tiny freezer for my trip if I take it.

It’s been quite a while since I wrote posts with inspirational quotes and poems. You can read some here and also here.  So, I thought it was time to add some more. I’ve been reading a series of books by Emily March called the Eternity Springs series. I’m really enjoying this series, there is a character named Celeste who seems to be a wise woman who inspires people and she says things to the characters to help them heal. She reminds me of my friend Lois who passed away in 1989. There are several things she has said throughout this series, I selected the ones that have touched my heart, thoughts, and spirit the most lately and I want to share them with you. These lines have given me lots to think about and helped me know that I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be, experiencing exactly what I’m supposed to be experiencing.

“Change happens whether we like it or not. The trick is to accept it. To make it work for us as best we can.”

“Life is not meant to be an interstate highway. It’s a winding mountain road with hills and dips, stop signs and school zones. Let friends and family be the data for your GPS satellite feed, and never forget that sometimes and unexpected detour leads to a hidden miracle.”

“Peace is a process, not a shot clock with seconds ticking away and a buzzer at the finish. It’s the result of many decisions, not just one. Don’t expect otherwise, and don’t fail to recognize how far you’ve risen from the depths of your despair.”

“You can’t rush the journey, but you can lift your foot from the brake and goose the gas a little. Slow and steady wins the race.”

“Emotional healing doesn’t follow a straight line It’s often one stop forward, two steps back. A curved mountain road with switchbacks and curves.”

This quote is from a different author and book, I can’t remember which one, but I liked the saying and wrote it down.

“A man who worries about what will next be happening to him loses this moment in dread of the next, and poisons the next with pre-judgment.” “Do you indulge in pre-judgment too often?”

 

My friend Albert Gray Eagle and his niece Tori do a lot of volunteer work with children, and especially children with cancer. Albert is currently still in his battle with pancreatic cancer and other serious complications, and yet, he still does so much volunteer work with children and veterans. I’m so proud of him, and inspired by him. Over the years, I bought leather, beads, bead books, looms, etc. I didn’t use them very often. So at Thanksgiving when I saw Albert  and Tori at a pow wow, I gave them several large pieces of leather, and all my beads and bead books, etc. I knew that he and Tori would put it to good use. They have. Periodically, I receive pictures of what they made, or the children made. I also have pictures of the children with Albert. Here is some of the artwork the children at Camp Quality have created. I have to get permission from Albert before I post photos of the children.

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peacockHere is the latest picture of the peacock puzzle I’m working on. I guess that’s about it for now.

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